Siblings, the weak point of any older brother and or sister. No matter how much they annoy you, betray you and whatever else they could do to you, you still forgive them. (although there are a few things that I personally cannot and or will not forgive, particularly, Betrayal).
So today I will tell you about the reaction my siblings had and the way their current treatment towards me.
I am the first of four (through my mother), after me comes H (a seventeen year old girl), followed by M (a soon to be ten year old boy) and then finally S (a five year old girl). I am Nineteen today (June 17).
So, the reaction of of H, the eldest of my younger ones was quite annoying. She was the primary course of all the malice my Father showed towards me. ANY story she fabricated and told my dad, he would believe (without caring about what I had to say), which in turn made me more distant than I already was. And it still happens till date.
Any who, she kept bearing about theush when I asked her some questions. I honestly wanted to tell her my reasons for doing what I am doing (which is trying to succeed) but she's
• A snitch
• On my parents side (which was to expected)
Where I come from, the normal mentality is, it is you who owes your parents for giving birth to you and taking care of you (which is what most people believe), but indeed, they wanted children and they are the ones trying to discard their responsibility while using disobedience as their primary excuse.
Now, my younger brother isn't really the brightest of people and it's probably because nobody wants to help him find his interest (and I for one believe in self discovery, thus, unless he needs me, I don't want to be his forceful brother, making him do things he might not want to do). I'm sure her knows what is going on but, he for one, hasn't really cared.
My last sister S, on the other hand is the incarnation of H when she was a kid. Annoyingly so, you cannot correct her. My parents want to bring the heat on me and they let the two younger ones degrade to being disrespectful little pieces of shit.
And the worst part is that; since they cannot get to me, they use my younger ones as pawns to try and get me to do their bidding. Claiming "this is the path". I would rather make y own path than follow the same path that led to miserable, grumpy people.
I for one, have considered my own probable failure and I am completely prepared for it. But, I cannot fail now. This is the most challenging feat in my life and I intend to make a hole in the wall where there is no door.
Maybe I'm drunk on anger and whatever. But one thing for sure... I will prove them wrong.
Thank you for reading.
So today I will tell you about the reaction my siblings had and the way their current treatment towards me.
I am the first of four (through my mother), after me comes H (a seventeen year old girl), followed by M (a soon to be ten year old boy) and then finally S (a five year old girl). I am Nineteen today (June 17).
So, the reaction of of H, the eldest of my younger ones was quite annoying. She was the primary course of all the malice my Father showed towards me. ANY story she fabricated and told my dad, he would believe (without caring about what I had to say), which in turn made me more distant than I already was. And it still happens till date.
Any who, she kept bearing about theush when I asked her some questions. I honestly wanted to tell her my reasons for doing what I am doing (which is trying to succeed) but she's
• A snitch
• On my parents side (which was to expected)
Where I come from, the normal mentality is, it is you who owes your parents for giving birth to you and taking care of you (which is what most people believe), but indeed, they wanted children and they are the ones trying to discard their responsibility while using disobedience as their primary excuse.
Now, my younger brother isn't really the brightest of people and it's probably because nobody wants to help him find his interest (and I for one believe in self discovery, thus, unless he needs me, I don't want to be his forceful brother, making him do things he might not want to do). I'm sure her knows what is going on but, he for one, hasn't really cared.
My last sister S, on the other hand is the incarnation of H when she was a kid. Annoyingly so, you cannot correct her. My parents want to bring the heat on me and they let the two younger ones degrade to being disrespectful little pieces of shit.
And the worst part is that; since they cannot get to me, they use my younger ones as pawns to try and get me to do their bidding. Claiming "this is the path". I would rather make y own path than follow the same path that led to miserable, grumpy people.
I for one, have considered my own probable failure and I am completely prepared for it. But, I cannot fail now. This is the most challenging feat in my life and I intend to make a hole in the wall where there is no door.
Maybe I'm drunk on anger and whatever. But one thing for sure... I will prove them wrong.
Thank you for reading.
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